A Human Canvas: Myself

Ryan G. Hinds and Zane Bernhard painted and photographed by Matti McLean

It was scary at first. Matti (McLean) asked me about participating and I liked the images he had shown me of the people he had already painted. I asked if I could do a duo shot because I was nervous about facing down the camera solo, so Zane (Bernhard) joined in. Although we could see each other, we couldn’t see ourselves – and as someone who is meticulous with image – it was tough. I don’t think I’ve ever in my life been photographed shirtless, and now that it’s done, I’m not sure what I was so afraid of.  It helped to think of my body as canvas; my self-identified flaws became invisible. When I saw the images I just realized how often I use clothing to give me confidence.

Matti’s work taught me that I can rely on myself a little bit more for confidence, and the soft and beautiful side of my persona that came out  was a lovely surprise. His goal, in his own words, was, “I want to show the world who you are by painting your personality on your skin”.  The process of disrobing, music selection, and conversation became like therapy: soothing and opening.  My true, genuine, real personality (not my brash public one) is beautifully caught here in his work.

by Ryan G. Hinds

  1 comment for “A Human Canvas: Myself

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *